sudah bergunakah anda bagi bangsa anda??

semangat sumpah pemuda masih menjadi euforia saat ini, hal ini sedikit “menyentil” saya untuk mengintrospeksi saya sebagai seorang generasi muda ini apa yang sudah saya lakukan dalam 20 tahun hidup apakah sudah berguna untuk orang lain, seperti kata orang tua “sebaik-baiknya manusia, adalah manusia yang berguna bagi orang lain”

 

oke kembali kata “BERGUNA”, mungkin dalam perspektif saya , dalam lingkup keseharian saya merasa berguna apabila

1. ada seseorang yang perlu bantuan, tanpa dia meminta kita menolongnya, namun hal ini terkadang sulit apalagi dengan semakin lengketnya sikap individualis pada generasi muda sekarang.

2. saya merasa berguna apabila blog saya ini bisa membantu teman sejawat saya dalam mengerjakan tugas (oke ini skala kecil)

3.saya merasa berguna apabila saya bisa mengimplementasikan ilmu saya dalam masyarakat dalam hal ini, curhat tentang permasalahan gigi dengan teman2 saya

4. saya merasa berguna apabila saya bisa membantu organisasi saya bernaung mencapai visi dan misinya

5. saya merasa berguna apabila orang tua saya dapat membanggakan anaknya di depan teman2 mereka

 

setelah saya evaluasi HANYA SEGINI NILAI GUNA saya yang kebanyakan belum bisa di rasakan masyarakat. sebagai mahasiswa yang seharusnya mempunyai  idealismenya masing-masing, maka saya masih jauh dari kata benar2 berkontribusi..nilai guna saya masih rendah..masih banyak hal lain yang bisa dan harus saya lakukan demi bangsa ini..seperti mimpi kita bersama untuk menjadikan indonesia yang lebih baik..

 

-refleksi jiwa PEMUDA/I BANGSA-

 

the best place with the worst feeling

what do you think when you see this picture??

i’ll share some story with this place. This place name is batu rakit, in muntok bangka barat. like the other beach on bangka belitung, it’s quite and far from the crowded place. i came to here with the confuse feeling.  but the point is when i came to this peace place, i can open my opinion about life and love at the same time. do you ever feel “you too love someone , but the people around you don’t like him”. that’s the worst feeling ever. and when you want to make a decision about your love life to leave your love, what would you feel.. being  happy and sad at the same time..it’ll not happen.. although KKN is one of my best experience in my life, but i felt the worst feeling ever for love …

i made that decision in this place…

for you..you are my best friend ever…

thanks for everything, i’m still here if you need my help or opinion to share your life..remember we still friend…

I LOVE THIS SONG “THE CALL- Regina Spector”

http://www.4shared.com/file/56260718/aacd4276/Regina_Spector_-_The_Call_-_OS.html?s=1

The Call-Regina Spector

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
‘Til it was a battle cry
I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye

You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
‘Til they’re before your eyes
You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

kutipan lirik lagu part 1

iseng-iseng nulis bagian2 lagu yang mnurut gw ok, dr playlist gw malem ini…..cuma iseng

end of the road-boys 2 men

Said we’d be forever, said it’d never die

How could you love me and leave me

And never say good-bye?

lovefool-the cardigans

Reason will not reach a solution

I will end up lost in confusion

I don’t care if you really care

as long as you don’t go

another day-lene marlin

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why

You made me feel good, made me smile

I see it now, and I, can say it’s gone

That would be a lie

Cannot control this, this thing called love

this is me-(demi lovato-joe jonas)

You’re the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I’m singing

I need to find you, I gotta find you

You’re the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

you give me something-james morrison

‘Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright

This could be nothing

But I’m willing to give it a try

Please give me something

‘Cause someday I might call you from my heart

need you know-lady antebellum

Guess I’d rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It’s a quarter after one I’m all alone and I need you now

tick tock-kesha

Ain’t got no money in my pocket, but I’m already here

And now the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger

But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

knock knock- lenka

When life had knocked me down I turned to you

And you open the door

And you’re all I need right now, it’s true

Nothin’ works like you

song of the day ~ you and me – sabrina (versi asli:lifehouse)

“You And Me”

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time

‘Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all other people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words
You’ve got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

‘Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all other people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

There’s something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything he does is beautiful
Everything he does is right

‘Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all other people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all other people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

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hmmm klo ditanya kenapa jadi song of the day gw…kayaknya gw ga bisa cerita dehh…soalnya too personal…tapi apapun masalah gw…semarah apapun gw..sekecewa apapun gw..sesalah paham apapun itu…

yang gw rasain…hari ini…

And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove

i’m not trying to say goodbye…i just need a little time to realized..all of things that i did in the past..

mmmmm

mainan baru ( www.sparknotes.com )

kalian tau kan…klo orang 2 jenius biasanya punya jalan pikiran yang “sedikit berbeda”…malah menurut kebanyakan orang malah ke arah “aneh” diperhalu “unik”..

hal ini bisa kamu liat di sparknotes.com….kata temen gw situs itu yang buat anak2 yang kuliah di harvard…..dan emang sih topik2 yang dibahas2 disitu unik-unik….tapi sarat dengan pendidikan..dan berbobot…bukan cuma nyampah (kayak  blog gw)…haaha

dari spark notes gw kemaren dapet info bagus buat semua orang penyuka junkfood (~negasi)

“lemak dari es krim dan hamburger dari junkfood akan langsung ditransfer ke otak dan akan menstimulus otak buat meningkatkan nafsu makan”

nahlooooo serem kan apa lagi yang lagi diet berarti jagan sekali-kali yaa nyentuh2 bgituan dari pada bablas..hehehee..

Lebaran ke2

Bapak gw itu 10 bersaudara,ditotal anak mereka ada 40..dan ada cicitnya 11 orang,alhamdulillah nenek sama kakek masi hidup,bayangin aja klo mereka sebagian besar kumpul dirumah gw yg kecil ini..huhuhu
Ribet bet bet,mulai dr masak n cuci piring..
But i’m so happy with all of this..happy with my big family..

Moga lebaran taun depan bisa kumpul lagi,hehe